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i listen to every conversation that takes place. more expressing, less talking, more to listening. Italy takes my breath away. my boyfriend is a Greek. well, as if. i will just as well lie. please, do sit. have a coffee with me and i will tell you a story. i will tell you about me...

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Goo Goo Dolls

it's amazing how a person can relate their life with songs. it's amazing how songs can tell the stories about life or people or between two people. it's amazing how words are express in rhyhtm. melody. some of the music i listen is heavy, some is very heavy, some is very artistic and important. and now, at this very moment, i'm relating my emotion with this lyrics:

Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don't need
(All I wanted)
And what I chased won't set me free
(All I wanted)
And I get scared but I'm not crawlin' on my knees

Oh, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Everything's all wrong, yeah
Where the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
Take these things, so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And now my head's been filled with doubt

We're taught to lead the life you choose
(All I wanted)
You know your love's run out on you
(All I wanted)
And you can't see when all your dreams aren't coming true

Oh, yeah
It's easy to forget, yeah
When you choke on the regrets, yeah
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
And all these thoughts you stole from me
And I'm not sure where I belong
And no where's home and no more wrong

And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the dark and all the lies were all
the empty things disguised as me

Mmm, yeah
Stranger than your sympathy
Stranger than your sympathy
Mmm hmmm mmm

i wished for things that i don't need. things that i don't really need. i chased for things that i don't need. chasing until i lost the ending point. and still chasing to find the ending point. when will it end? when will i stop chasing? i don't know. i really don't know. do you know that star, for staring, are stared. belong, the same. i quote that while i was browsing through this very interesting journal belong to an unknown person to whom i may simply called him cat.

think about it.

7 Comments:

Anonymous Wil said...

Pretty much sums up nearly everyone in the human population.

Goo Goo Dolls rock... ;)

1:08 pm  
Blogger avila said...

YEAH..TOTALLY! much love for goo goo dolls!

11:20 am  
Anonymous jasmine said...

love the words.. deep...

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7:04 pm  
Blogger avila said...

hahaha..i not laughing..*giggles*

9:27 pm  
Blogger Jackie, Jay Kay, or on Special Occasions Bob said...

ahh good song and it works in so many ways-- by the way interesting blog keep it up

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