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the taste of my everyday coffee...

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i listen to every conversation that takes place. more expressing, less talking, more to listening. Italy takes my breath away. my boyfriend is a Greek. well, as if. i will just as well lie. please, do sit. have a coffee with me and i will tell you a story. i will tell you about me...

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I really want my 3 days off

why...oh why! when something good i'd plan myself on doing...something MUST came up?! (i'm not even sure if my phrases are correctly arrange...and i don't give a damn).

i'm going for jungle trekking this April. but heck...i'm working now?! everyday! and i feel bad asking for days off since i just started my job. even though Lola is nice. i feel bad. and i WILL feel bad if i won't be able to jungle treck! if and IF i'm able to...i will feel bad too! because by April, Mary (my collegue) and I will be transfered to another Clara branch in Wisma Merdeka. and if i go...Mary will be alone dealing with customers. the the bank...the files...which are suppose to be my job. why oh why!


Monday, March 27, 2006

No no...this is so not cool.

oh boy...i am starting my first job as a receptionist tomorrow. be my first customer. call me.

"hello, Clara International. Can i help you?"

the heck...starting a job is easy i guess. and so resigning. but asking for a day off...make it three days off is so not cool when you just started working. what a quick day off. Lola my boss, she's so funny and friendly. i like her already. i bet she'll give me three days off. and man! somemore i have to work on SUNDAY?! SUNDAY come?! adeiii...

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Quoted from a book SOUL MOUNTAIN by Gao XingJian.

Chapter 8 : "Man follows earth, earth follows sky, sky follows the way, the way follows nature," he proclaims loudly. "Don't commit actions which go against the basic character of nature, don't commit acts which should not be commited."

i find this book really interesting. and so i need sometimes out from this busy atmosphere. in two weeks i am going for jungle trekking along the Crocker Range. what is that, you ask. oh geez, click me!

1. sleeping bag
2. lotsa water
3. insect reppelent
4. salt...i hate leeches
5. camera...will take lots of pictures
6. 2 or 3 pairs of clothing

i guess that's it. ooo..this too will be my first hunting! i will hunt!! YES!!!! till my next update

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

The other side of you

i went funeral prayer.

did i just say thank you?!

i am not sure what mood i'm in now.

a second ago i was happily sleeping. then a second ago i wass frowning all the way. a second ago i went hahahaha. a second ago i went ------ silent.

so okay. i have variety of mood today. everyone does! geez.

my L license is on the way. i forget to thumb print my 3 hours.

jungle trekking on April for 3 days 2 nights.

ok. i must get out of this room once in awhile.

i have to find new interests.

si amore mio. anche tu sei bellisimo!

you are so beautiful to me. by Joe Cocker.

i just don't like doing things for people and at the end i get nothing.

no. i'm so not sincere :-P

sorry to whoever you are. i can't forward the UPU application online. because i waste more than an hour to figure what you want.

next time just do it yourself. stoop!

tingu!!! sepa yang susah!! now u don't have application loooo...sepa suruh!! badukang butul!

so...what do you have to do now?

SO...what am i suppose to do now?

i am going to read my Gao XingJian.

don't you just hate yourself sometimes.

are you confuse just as i am confuse right now?

are you aware that your lust is so sickening that i can puke over your Armani shirt?

are you aware that i am just pretending? pretending to be so into you that i am actually avoiding you?

ooo. you are telling me how you feel. frustrated you said.

ok. i'm here to listen if you want to talk about it.

i'm a good listener but i will not give profesional advise since i need it more too.

look. i appreciate you came over and talked to me about it. because that's something different from you =)

and yes. i want to see the other part of you. that something different.

till now. i'm not sure what you really are. who you really are. and what you really want. from me.

do make it clear. till then. my next update.

Friday, March 10, 2006

I am away but not for long

busy busy busy. i'm busy lately. so didn't have the time tp update.

so i was busy and i'm still busy and going to be very busy again.

i'm redecorating my room.

i think i've develop a love for interior design. gah!

i went surveying in Wisma Merdeka yesterday for my room decos.

so i see some stuff that i love. will come back to Wisma.

i met Halizah my schoolmate since 2000-2003.

she's so pretty.

i love Oprah Show. love it! also Fashion Avenue in channel Travel and Living.

i love flip-flops a.k.a slippers a.k.a slipar jipun.

my room will be transform in 1 week. so no one is allowed to come into my room during the renovation.

i'll buy 2 turtles, 2 male hamster and maybe an iguana if i can find one.

mom thinking of going to Korea during spring. Really???!!

i'm going to gain more weight. more fats too =D

STPM on the 16th of March. oh God. i'm so ... speechless. so don't ask me for result.

i love the "Grey Hair Guy" from American Idol.

i pass Q&A driving test 47/50.

P/S i didn't read at all. i just memorize the questions and answers the night before the test. smart eh? *wink*

i'm going diving again. i hope.

ok. i'm going back to cleaning my room.

till my next update. busy busy busy.